Recently, the Blogging God have been hearing about rumours regarding his relationship with a girl whom he met during his secondary school years. Some of the rumours are true while some are false, so to avoid anymore misunderstanding, he has decided to tell everyone what the real truth is. He thinks that it is very important that he tell the truth to everyone because he doesnt like rumours of him to be circulated around because his image and reputation will be affected if the wrong things are said about him.
It all started at the beginning of this year. The Blogging God already had feelings for the girl ever since she was still schooling at the same secondary school. The reason why he decided not to let his feelings known then was because first, the situation wasn't right for him to do so and secondly, she was still attached. Whatever things that happened between her and her boyfriend then, he do not know nor does he intends to find out. Therefore, when he heard she was single again, he went to try his luck. He went on to express his true feelings for the girl at the beginning of this year. She was completely surprised and hadn't expected it at all. He told her the reasons why, but he doubt that she actually believed it. So it was no surprise then that she had rejected his proposal and told him that they would be better of just as friends. At this point of time, he thought that she was giving him the chance to prove himself that he is good enough for her, but whether that is what she actually meant is a different story.
The Blogging God didnt rule the possibility that it might just be a one-sided affair but he still continue to try to get her attention throughout the next few months or so, in the hope that she might finally say yes. However, that hasn't happen. The Blogging God is obviously disappointed with the outcome but at the same time, he is also not going to blame the girl for everything that has transpired because he was the one who started all these, hence he will take full responsibility. He would also like to announce that he will not continue in his pursuit to win the girl's heart anymore because he believes that it is an impossible task if the other party is unwilling to change her stand on things. Moving forward, he will not be finding a new person to target anytime soon as he is unable to commit himself on either a short or long-term relationship for at least 2 years due to National Service. Once he has completed, or should I say, if he manage to complete his National Service, and that is a big IF, (you should know what he mean if you watch the news), he will resume his search but for now, it is over between him and the girl.
He is a strong believer that God had plan for everything that has happened, so maybe God have plans for something better for the both of them in the future, or at least that is what he is hoping for. He actually thinks that maybe being single is much better than having a girlfriend right now because he is able to live the way he wants freely and he doesn't have to waste unneccesary amount of money to please his girlfriend should he have one, not especially now when the future of the global economy is looking bleak. When he see everybody else so happy with their partners, taking so many pictures together and post it on their blogs, he admits, that he will feel bad about himself for not having one, who doesnt right? God created man and woman to be together so its only natural that he will feel bad. But then again, there is nothing else that will make him more happy when he see couples breaking off and start to post hatred tags on each other's chatbox, so maybe getting rejected was a good thing afterall.
Now, if you have been reading the entire post, he did not refer to the girl by her name because he wish to protect her privacy although some of you might know who the girl is. He would also like to take this opportunity to apologise to her if he has cause any discomfort due to his actions. He bear no grudges against her for not saying yes, instead he is hoping that she would get someone that she like and who can take care of her like how she deserve to get taken care of whenever that may be. If any of you find this statement to be emo-like, he would like to say sorry too. It is not his intention to be or sound like emo, in fact he hates emo people, but he cannot find any other way to write the statement. But then again, he is the Blogging God so what you people think, doesnt matter much to him.
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